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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
pAraNoia
I try to say what I really want to but then as I open my mouth nothing but air comes out. Words start to form then I stutter. Maybe I can never say what I really want. I'm too scared. I was getting paranoid coz of my last post. What I feared came true. She is mad at me..mad at what I did. I know that putting it on my online journal makes it worse because there are A LOT of chances for her to read it. And she did. It was so shockening how I found out that she found out because I forgot what I posted and it took me a while to remember..then I remembered. You arent sorry.You tell my friend something that is complete wrong and now she's angry with me. When you do absolutely the same thing, obly it isnt a misunderstanding. it's right there. Where EVERYONE can see it. Just so you know, I didnt say You betrayed me. I said I FELT vetrayed. COMPLETELY different thing. Jeez. That's what she told me. I was wrong. I knew that this'll happen and its my fault. How stupid can I get? very. I know that. I had too much emotions going on inside me that I just had to let it out. And I only had one source. how sad can that get? I relied on on source!! Whatever na. I've done it. I said sorry but then I don't know if she accepted it..or if she will ever accept it. I've been a source of pain and nothing else but that and I accept it. I'm trying to think happy thoughts. Well, I didn't see E.E today..huwaw..how shockening. The only people I saw were IBE, Ulan, *snip snip*..its really sad. I feel really bad. I'm getting those vibes again..people are mad at me. Knowing the truth sucks ass. why does it have to hurt so much? I've been thinking too much. Paranoia creeps in once again.
18:32
Monday, August 29, 2005
:[untitled 2]:
..long weekends suck ass. Its boring, you find out stuff that you don't want to find out from people you treat differently from all of your other friends coz that person is non ther than..a "best friend." I spent a lot of time just looking for that Filipino mathematician and yet NOTHING. SO i decided to slack off instead. After watching Pinoy BBig Brother the phone rang. Missy. She always calls me, another way to waste time..long moments of silence on the phone. Our conversation started with something that I shouldn't have known but it was an accident. Maybe a wake-up call for me to see reality between us. She said that my 'best friend' said I betray people. Missy: "I told her ' I idolize Kaye, she's so happy..' and she told me. 'she betrays people'" Me: "So what if I betray people?! I know why she said suck thing coz its like this. Isay, Bea, Mars, Ida, you, Pats, Kyna know more than what she does about what's happening to my life. I don't update her with my life anymore, I don't talk to her as much coz I've got my own friends and she's got her own and for that she feels betrayed by me." Missy: "can you repeat what you said? laughter" Kaye: "So what if I betray people?!...like she cares" and the conversation went on..until we got to another topic. Debate. We debated over the phone and we had topics and I had stupid answers. We debated about 'censorship on gangster rap'. I lost. I had stupid answers. Then we went on to another topic which was something about being gay..I mean metrosexual. I think...yeah. I lost again. SO we had another topic..Death penalty on minors..I was pro and I lost coz I had nothing to say and again another topic. Legalizing prostitution, I was pro...I dunoo if I lost but I think I lost. I chose a topic. BEing bisexual..if its ok. I was pro and I won!!hahahahahahaha:D Then she gave me a topic to talk about for seven minutes. First: How can Kampanerang Kuba contribute to world peace? I made no sense at all so we changed topic. She said the topic but then she used words that I totally don't understand so she made it easier for me. Topic: Sponge Bob is gay FOr the first 2 minutes all I said was "Sponge Bob is not gay" in different tones. Then I said, "sponge bob can't be gay coz he doesn't like guys. He's a cartoon...spare him!" long pause of silence to waste time. "seven minutes na ba?" "five minutes na" Then I said more non sense stuff and Missy just laughed. I can never make it into forensics..sure I can talk non stop but to talk non stop with sense is hard and I can't do that. I went blog hopping yesterday. I went to my friends blog then I went to Raina's blog then I went to this fourth year girl's blog and she was talking about this concert. I wanna go..good bands are there. Then I went to Deneice's blog then I went back..then I ended up in Kats blog..that's so sad. I used to have a livejournal account but then I deleted it. I don't know how to retrive it. oh well.
11:35
Friday, August 26, 2005
..*drool*..
I have a rose. No, I have two roses. I wanna give it to someone very special. Since I have two that means two people. Friday,I went to school in civilian since I didn't want to feel naked the whole morning..hahahaha! We had practices during the whole morning and free time as well. Presentations were during the afternoon. I was so nervous. I had to be a matandang diwata na napaka panget infront of the whole highschool and some gradeshool-ers as well. People laughed but then..I think the dula mima is meant for entertainment which means making people laugh. When I became Jian(that sounds wrong but i literally did) I rushed to the bathroom to wash off the make-up to get ready for the barkada scene..I was running. I went back and just in time for the barkada scene. So I did my thing but then Boo wasn't in sight..how bout my laugh?? So I asked Thea if I had to laugh pa ba and she nodded..medyo na-late yung laugh but it made people laugh, also the scene wherin I think. I makes people laugh. Anyways, after the presentation we had to get ready for BATE and so we all rushed in dressing up. While in the lobby of the MRA, I was outside the door...rubbing off my black improvied lipstick while staring at the door. To my surprise the door opened(MAGIC!) and it was E.E..eye contact. Then E.E went up stairs to the balcony..so I was left there shocked. Our dance was fun, period. We watched 4th year's PINTASAYAWIT..so kewl! I have no idea why IV-2 won best Pinta..I don't get their painting. I like IV-4's presentation and also IV-3. Iv-4's was soooooo cute! I like the socks part..ang cute talaga. The dance is very bouncy and the song is nice. IV-3's song is nice..also the dance but I still like IV-4 better..oh well. This day is very nice..perfect na sana but then I can't go to that ateneo gig kasi I'm not allowed. But then its very nearing perfect na kasi I made eye contact with my idols.
19:01
Thursday, August 25, 2005
..[untitled]..
A normal day for me I guess. Lets start with my morning..uh..dismassal na. SO yeah. I was waiting for the bus to leave so I was outside with Mairel C. and Aubrey and we were watching people in the park train since we could see them in our veiw. I was kinda shocked when I saw..twin..hahaha! Ang weird ng takbo nya! Twin runs in a funny way..so yeah..kapatiran sis nya si Marie Jo, that's fun..I'm begining to have evil plans but..bwahahahahahah! joke lang. I'm good na..*cough* It took ma such a long time to think about today and what happened today. ang hirap. oh well. whatever. Its our Pinoy presentation to the whole school tom and they said to come in costume.. DO THEY WANT ME TO FEEL NAKED AND COLD IN THE MORNING???????? So i have decided to wear jeans and shirt. hahahahaha! oh well.
18:31
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
"how's life..with out me?"
Ang init. "smile as you realy are happy. Feel the happiness like its real. Hide the sorrow deep enough to forget it." wala lang..just felt like making a qoute..is it malabo? oh well. I read Mars' blog and its about melting chocolates and change. I wonder how much I've change from being the real me to being KHAYE. I hate UTs..I think I'm gonna fail..huwatta a life. Today wasn't exactly good. It was just the normal day. oh well..I still have kwento. It was lunch..well a little after lunch time. I was trying to finish my drink so I was outside the classroom. I was standing by the door amd so were Bea and Boo. I was looking/staring at nothing then I saw Carla B. I was wonering who was with her-they seemed so happy and having fun. I just kept on staring then when they went down the stairs, shux! It's E.E I was frozen there for a lot of seconds then I looked at Bea and Bea looked at me in a weird way.."what? could you not look at me like that?" hahaha..then I went infront of the trash can to throw my trash. I found out later that same day..today. that they were late for Lit class..hard to believe but true. oh well..huwatever! Mariel C. was making kwento to me. I listened. "Bea said that its so weird daw that everytime she goes to the classroom I'm not there" I know how weird that is, very..see coz maybe I'm the one who's there everytime she goes to the classroom and looks for her. I dont freeze that much anymore. Maybe I've learned how to control..but I still stare a lot. I'm so scared. huwat if she finds me creepy coz I stare at her? I'm beggining to be paranoid. Paranoia is not normal. What is normal anyway..I guess being normal depends on the person you talk to. I saw the results of my personality test. The results were very nce but then my cheerfulness ias super high. We took that before we had club try outs-PEP. I was happy then. I wanna take it again, I wanna see if the results changed. I wonder what the issue has done to my state of being and way of thinking. I guess it made me a stronger person than I was and it ave me paranoia. Its not that I find it bad but the feeling is not good at all. I know I should stop feling this already but then see, I can't be that hyper freshie who is very friendly to some people. If I try to talk to them, maybe they'll start avoiding me saying "that's the bisexual freshie who likes her, she's so freaky." I've learned to live with the stares I get and the talks behind my back but what I can't stand is not making friends..with..yeah!!!!! I wanna curse but I don't want to.
18:49
Monday, August 22, 2005
tEsts...TesTS...shiyet!!!!!
Monday. Firts period Sci lab...Ms. Sci lab teacher didn't choose any topic from our chosen topics(labo!) coz we didn't have a good one daw. :( So anyway.. Second sub. Sci Lab ulit but we took the lit. UT...words for the day, LECHE! we didn't discuss 3 of the words and Ms. was insisting that we did but then we didn't..garwsh. ANyways by the way highway...we had our Social Studies UT after math duing one period of CLE..after I answered the test I got so sleepy. I slept then I woke up-I had a feelin that I drooled. I looked at my paper and..-how shokening!!!!!!!! I did! I went to Ms. Bahrami and said " Ms, can I not give my questionnaire??...coz I drooled on it.." people(not all) laughed..how sad. I drooled..well..I think that's normal. During this morning Carla C. gave me THE CD containing pictures..oooh lala! The pictures are amazing! Heavenly! bwahahahaha! we had a general rehearsal for Pinoy and PE..I sucked during PE and Sir PE teacher was like "are you playing? do you want to perform pa ba?" nakakahiya! huwatta life I've got. Raina changed her hair..its straight!!!!!!!shokening! oh well..Then after the practice, Ms(UGH) went to me and told me that my movs were exaj and I just kept kwayet. I dont care about my moves..its MY moves anyways...garwsh..huwatta life. Its Kapatiran tom..scayry!!!!!!!!!!hahahahaha;p
20:23
Saturday, August 20, 2005
..The feeding program today:D
Fun but sucky. I was the only freshie there. I had no friend with me so..uh..I had to make friends. Sir JA was there, buti nalang...so I just talked to him then left him then talked to him. I made a friend. Her name is Sam from IV-4 we were wrapping spoons and forks together. It was fun because fourth year people were there and they are sooooooooooo kalog! hahahaha:D
14:11
Thursday, August 18, 2005
what's the happenings?!:D
...math was so weird..hahahaha!;p I feel bad for the enrichment people coz they don't get to experience what wwe experience-the regular people-with our beloved Mr. Llanto..hahaha!...;p well, stuff have been happening during our math classes and I feel kinda bad coz of it but I'm cool, I'm used to it na..I guess..oh well..whatever. During math, instead of having math, we had an open forum for our very beloved teacher. It was fine..nothing much to talk about..just weird..hahaha!;p :Wednesday: I went home late coz we had to finish our literature project..but then we didn't get to finish it talaga as in..tapos na tapos na..coz I dunno..;p Anyways..so I stayed late..not that late but late enough to have fun..hahaha:D I was watching this class practice their Pinoy presentation and it was so kewlers!..soo cute..hahha;D then Teresa came with her ever so beloved camera and I started taking beautiful pictures of 'beautiful' sights! hahahaha:D gets?!..huwatevah. Anyways.I was talking rto Ida but then she wasn't minding me..I was saying something about being famous but in tagalog. SIKAT. I was emphasizing on the 'CUT' so I kept on repeating it over and over and over..the I saw 'it' pass by behind me-shockening!-I just kept on laughing and laughing..LMAO! So then after that I went to the HEDCAF to eat, I ate popcorn!!wohoo! hahaha:D then while hanging out there, we were eating KITKAT!!hahahaha:D then we decided to make a lot of stuff with KITKAT then suddenly 'KIT' came..ang dami nyang binili na food! hindi sya gutom..GRABEH!hahahah;p so fun!:D anyways. ...everything is pretty normal, could you believe it?! normal na lahat!:D I thought this'll never happen but it just is!..:D
18:31
Monday, August 15, 2005
...tHE Prayer Vigil...
I was sooooooo excited for the prayer vigil..i dunno why. oh well. so when I arrived I saw Miel firstr and I hung out with them for a while then Luisa was looking for people to volunteer for registration and I volunteered sin Raina wasn't there yet. WHile sitting down, I was with..I dunno how to spell her name..oh well..then Raina came and said hi to me then I gave the reply slip..registration is fun! hahahahahaha;p then I saw E.E and I was..whoa! shocked..;p then it was time for meeting na so I went to the Hed Caffetria for the orientation then I watched the Dance of the University with Mariel..Thea was sooo good! Good Job Thea! Then I partly watched it again then I left.. It was time to feed people! So I was an usherette...so I stood by the door saying: "Good Evening! Kindly clean as you go. Thank you!" whenever someone would go in..the I would say: "Thank you for coming! Enjoy your evening! Happy feast day!" whenever people go out. Then a lot of people came!hahahaha;p Meg came in..then she talked to me..she was looking for Raina but then Raina went somewhere else..and she was 'mad' coz Raina told her to go there for some help..hahhahha! Cuteness..so there..my evening was nearing perfect when my parents came to pick me up as early as 8 to ruin my evening and go home..how sad...I hate them sooo much..they always do that! oh well...
14:25
Sunday, August 14, 2005
the lonliness felt but joy comes with it..
Yesterday: the gimmick.. I woke up then I ate then I took a bath then I looked for clothes then I went on my way to rockwell. I had to pick up Michelle in San Lo coz she has no ride..oh well. Then when we got to rockwell, we went to Starbucks, our meeting place..we looked for people breaking chairs..*hint!*hahahahaha :D but they weren't there so I called Yuki; I asked where they were and they were in Power Bowl..LEAVERS!!!haahahaaahahahaha;p so we got there and I saw Boo!..yehey! Then they were playing billiards, Jian..was wearing this uber short skirt but oh well. Then Yuki, Thea, Michelle and I left..we wanted a pic card pero we were like: 'later nalnag with them'..'ok'. We went back..we went to power station to play- there was this very rude guy who cut in line right before Michelle..I was like: 'baka he's not pinoy kaya rude sya' I dared Michelle to ask if he was filipino and he wasn't!!yeah!! Then we got a picture card..hahaha! :D Then we wanted to watch a movie then suddenly seven people changed their minds and those people were us!(Kaye, Thea, Michelle, Yuki, Uranus-Jib, Porn Star-RC and 'guy who plays in public'-Bobby) We played in Power Station, Yuki and I danced!hahahaha;p Then we went to KFC coz the pretty guys were hungry..hahahaha;p When we got to KFC there were guys..jologs..and they were like"oi, chicks!" hahahaha! Then we ate food then went back up there..hahahaha:D We finished our card para wala nang laman..then the pretty guys went billiards-ing..hahahahaha! When we got there, Jib started acting funny..he was hiding..I feel bad for him. Oh well. So we kinda played and won(by cheating) then the guys that Jib was hiding from came and (sio)Paolo was there! hahahhha:D So Jib ran..and hid..how fun! Then we went out of the place then we got our pic card..then suddenly jib disappeared! gosh! hahhahahahaha:D Then we got our picture cards and looked for Jib, Jib texted Bobby that he was in Fully Booked so we went to Fully Booked but then he wasn't there coz he thought Fully Booked was still downstairs!hahahahaha:D the he texted Bobby aagain 'oops! wrong info..go to Levi's.' Bobby read it aloud and mispronounced Levi'S!!!!!!!hahahahaha:p funny! So we went there and saw him..then we went around..just not where those freaky people are..hahaha! Then we went to Beauty bar and since we were sooo bored I told Pornstar and Jib to wear Lipstick..and they did! hahahaha:D Pornstar had a hard time removing his lipstick kasi walang tissue..Jib has a pic of pornstar with Lipstick...bwahahahahahah! Then the movie was over..we were in the part of the mall where Nothing but water is..and Pornstar started trying on bikinis..but he said he was too fat that's why it can't fit..hahahahah:D We were to meet the people who watched the movie where we were..hahahah! While waiting.in front of Chocolate, Pornstar went in and tried to try on some clothes but then the girl was like.."ma'am may lalaki po sa loob..(ng dressing room)"..buti nalang Jib had a good excuse as to why Pornstar went in..hahahaha! So there..the couples went up while the gang i was with stayed down there..I went with the couples but then they suddenly disappeared so I looked for the gang and stayed with them..saly, michelle left..hahaha..then once again, Jib was missing..so we looked for him-again-then he was with the couples na...Jian was sooo mad..oh well. Then Thea was gonna go home na so I stayed with her..then all of the people went to Seatle's Best..when Thea left I texted Jian..and she was going home na..with Boo! I thought I was so alone so I was gonna go out na sana the door by Seatle's Best when sila Bob houted.."Kaye! Kaye!" hahahaha:D so I stayed with them..I saw sila Julia and Alex and others there..hahahahaha!;p So I stayed with the guys while waiting for my parents in Seatle's Best..hahahaha!;p Bobby likes Jian coz he thinks she's hot(as RC said) and Jian has a nice ass daw(RC said that too!) but I agreed that Jian has a tight ass..Bob agrees..I told them to treat me like a guy para di ako mailang..hahahaha! then Pornstar and Bobby left, together..so it was Bob, Jib and I nalang..and we just talked and exchanged digits..then eventually, Bob left..gosh. It was then Jib and I..we talked about Mars..why Mars..hahahaha:D then I told him to describe her in ONE word but then he used 4!! LOVE of MY LIFE..hahaha1 I also told Bob to describe Jian in one word and he said UNIQUE..yeah..then Jib decided to call Mars, but I talked to her..then I made them talk..so cute!hahahaahha:D Then I had to leave..how sad...
12:10
Tuesday, August 9, 2005
I have been thinking thoughts and along the way of my thinking I concluded on some things and I thought on my conclusion and now, I'm left thinking over it again. I never thought a small stupid deed could lead to a serious issue and affect my way of thinking and my life so much that it had made such a drastic change for me..anyways.. *flash back*..wala akong maalala!..joke!..hahahaha;p Early in the morning..I slept in the bus. I woke up and walked to the Assumpta Court. It was cold *brrr* then I was looking around and I saw E.E but then I was too sleepy to react or something I guess. So there, when I got to my classroom I realized that I was Head LIne for the day and Social Studies was 2nd sub in the morning and I was panicking then I thought, wag na nga lang, I'll tell sir na bukas nalang..I feel so sabog..I haven't had brakefast..I want chicken joy. * that was what I thought. So there, I was looking for Mars, Bea, Ida..then I lost myself. Umagang umaga palang sabog na sabog na ko. poor me. So there..Social na, wala akong Head nor Line..I told sir but then he was like "seems like there's a problem with your headline today. the person who is supposed to give the headline is not ready *everyone looks at me* I am not giving you another chance, I'm giving you a 0!" omg! you a**!!!! oh well, that's life. You win some, you lose a lot. so there, I was gonna o to the guidance during Science and I was excited coz I've been looking forward to this eversince Monday pa. So anyway..I went to the Guidance with Mars and Ida and they were supposed to go with me to the guidance and Bea...but then they were like: "I cannot afford to miss Science" so I was like.I'll go alone ok lang..then Mars wanted to come and she came with me. Anyways so we talked in the guidance and it was nice coz it made me realize a lot of things.. Anyways, I have kwento... *flashback* So recess, then I bought palabok in the canteen coz I was hungry then I was going back na then A LOT of people were passing by so I stopped.(nax ang polite ko!) The there was this head and I was kinda hiting it and I looked down *parang kilala ko ung owner ng head* then the head turned to look at me then I was sooo000ooo shocked it was *snipsnip!* so I ran to Isay, bea, Mars, Kyna, and Ida..hahahahahahahahah! yuck..un lang. "Letting go shouldn't hurt when you are not even holding to something that exists" "It hurts so much to see the person you love in some one elses arms and you know that, that some one doesn't deserve the person you love." "Courage cannot be proven unless there is fear."
18:09
Monday, August 8, 2005
the weekend and today then friday
Monday.. Today isn't very special..uhm... Its sort of the usual monday..but then..during homeroom..Meg gave us a talk..funfunfun! hahahahaha ;p...okidoki... :Sunday: I was sad about what happened during the soiree..and I was like..its ok..hahahahahahahahahhahahaha! labo-ness:D Anyways, I went to a wedding..my wedding-im preggy kasi eh..joke! so there..stupid wedding..I hate it when I go to weddings and I don't know anyone then I become alone then I start becoming weird..hahahahhahahahaha! ..Saturday.. Morning..I went to the feeding program..so there, I was in school, waiting for Mariel and Missy while drinking Starbucks. Then they arrived..I ate some of Missy's food(sorry I was hunger..hahahahahahaaahahahaha!) We decided to go to the kitchen and wait for Giselle there..while walking..in the gradeschool corridors..(i feel old) While walking..I saw this person sitting alone there infront of the kitchen, I wondered who it was..when I finally realized who it was, it was too late to go home..I had to keep it low..I tried very very hard to do so..It was E.E and when E.E saw me, inirapan nya ako..i think..and I felt bad..the whole feeding program session I tried my best to stay out of E.E's way..I don't know if I did..E.E left early..don't know why but it broke my heart..DRAMATIC! After the feeding program I went to the mall to eat lunch..I ate pizza..fattening..hahahahahahaahahaaha ;p The soiree..so I got to Ina's house na and I called Ida first to meet me outside, then I called Jian to meet me outside..and when I got there the Ateneans were outside..how weird..when I went in Ina's house everybody was like.."KAYE!!" I felt special..hahahahahahaha! Then people were like.why are we inside and the guys outside? So people went out and talked..I told them utterly corny jokes..I think they hate me..hahahahaha! We played basketball in the park with them..I played without sandalas..then I went back to Ina's house with Mars and Ida. After that more people came and all the people were outside Ina's house..then people left..sad..oh well :D Then after playing basketball, people decided to play 'truth or dare' and yeah..I got a dare and they dared me to reenact my Pep tryouts and I was like.."respect.." then elise..was dared..to say all the names of her crushes(including girls) she said *snip* KAT!!!!!!!!!..uhm...no comment..:-& so there..one more person came..an atenean..then we left for Starbucks..we walked going there in the rain..well..Mars, Ida and I were left behind coz we returned Ina's basketball..hahhhaha! oh well..some one there was just sooo bitchy.. When we arrived in starbucks we were like.."thank God!" oh well...then there...we again played truth or dare and it was fun-er..It was soo...cold..hahahahahahahaha! I had to leave early..oh well..Ateneans are fine pala... :D
18:37
Wednesday, August 3, 2005
niiiice..
This day wasn't as important as last saturday...hahahaha!:D oh well.. I saw a lot of IBE and ULAN today and ULAN kept on saying hi to me..and Ida..whenever I see her..huwaw!:D hahahaha..anyway..CIC meeting is tomorrow na..hahah! love it!:D this is such a stupid entry..hahahahaha!;p I love myself..I'm so concieted..hahahaha!:D ok...
18:27
Tuesday, August 2, 2005
a sunny day!
toDay.. Today was a very fun day..ok..lets start with the moment I arrive Assumpta Court...*flash back*(ang dramatic! hahahaha!) I was gonna go up na sana kaso the gates weren't open yet..so I was like.."Ida, come with me.." Ida was like.."where?" I said.."To the kinder..I'm having my gala adjusted.."..Ida: "ok"..So we went there and the person I was looking for wasn't there yet..so I was like..ok...anyways..there..we went back..and the gates were open na..(Hallelujah!)I was gonna go up na..then I saw Ina and Ida..so I was like.."I'll wait for you" So there, I was down stairs..waiting for Ina and Ida..and IBe and E.E hahahahah! So there, I was there and I saw a person and the person had glasses and hair(malamang!) and I was like.."is that..E.E?" but then I saw the bag..and it was IBE!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahahaha..asteeg..magkamukha talaga sila! Then IBE went up..so, I was waiting for E.E downstairs and Ida was like.."maybe she went up na" but I sort of not listened then..I was looking around..and I saw E.E!!!!!hahahaha! sitting there sa bench..asteeg!:D So there, I was like..my normal self when I see them! hahahahahaha! then..INA(love you Ina!) was doing Ida's kumon..(bullying!) So, being the good girl that I am..*cough cough* I waited..but I was pressuring Ina so that sabay kami ni E.E umakyat ng stairs but then..hindi kinaya ng powers ni Ina so I waited..(stab..bleeding)..hahaha! so there..then..Recess..I was in I-1 making my list of songs..I was in "my little space" aka the space between I-1 and IV-4's locker..then I saw IBE! hahahahahaha!:D I was by the door of IV-4 writing and sila Isay were behind me..so I turned and asked: "give me more songs" then when I said that..IBE passed right infront of me..in the middle of us! I froze...hahahahaha!so there..hahahaha! happy!:DThen lunch..I was happily eating my Dewberry tarts then I heard my name..so I was like..*looks around* than I saw Ulan..hahaha! then ULAn talked to me..and I talked to ULAN..its so sad that ULAN can't go to the feeding program kasi ULAN has UPCAT in the morning..kahit naman afternoon..ULAN can't go parin...hahaha..ohwell..then Filipino..I was fooling around with Jian and tha fan..so we were playing..and I saw a person outside the classroom and I was like..*gasp* so I went to the door and IBE opened it..and I was like..*trying to have that.."what do you need" look on my face* went near IBE and sabi nya:"is MAriel C. here?" so I called Mariel C...hahahaha! happy ulit!:D I loved my day...this day..;p
17:59
for IDA
to IDA... I feel so bad for you..dor being the CAST-AWAY of the class..ang sarap mo kasi pagtripan eh..hahah! joke lang :D Ida and I met coz of Sponge Bob..I was waiting for my sundo and I had my discman and I was like.."hey! wanna listen? It's Sponge Bob!" and she listened..hahah! then..we didn't have a pretty friendship..during grade 6..but we became 'close' friends nung grade seven..I love making fun of her..she's the best! hahah! :D Anyways..I tell her stories and she knows a lot of things..that's why I cannot afford to lose her kasi if I do..what if the person who gets her asks questions bout me?...hahaha! concieted!...I love myself..ohwell..love you ida!
17:50
to BEA..concieted..yeah
I'm making an entry for Bea...oh how I wish it's for the OTHER BEA...hahahahahaha:D she's concieted kasi eh..oh well..here it goes... I only knew her like..grade 6...I dunno how...oh well...also..I knew her..sort of..last year lang...hahaha! oh well..then we talkes more often..yeah.. oh well..she's my penguin..hahha..Now, she's in SCBA and I feel bad coz I'm not..how sad...oh well..I love her name! BEA! wahahahaha! love you bea!
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