Monday, August 29, 2005
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..long weekends suck ass. Its boring, you find out stuff that you don't want to find out from people you treat differently from all of your other friends coz that person is non ther than..a "best friend."

I spent a lot of time just looking for that Filipino mathematician and yet NOTHING. SO i decided to slack off instead. After watching Pinoy BBig Brother the phone rang. Missy. She always calls me, another way to waste time..long moments of silence on the phone.

Our conversation started with something that I shouldn't have known but it was an accident. Maybe a wake-up call for me to see reality between us. She said that my 'best friend' said I betray people.

Missy: "I told her ' I idolize Kaye, she's so happy..' and she told me. 'she betrays people'"

Me: "So what if I betray people?! I know why she said suck thing coz its like this. Isay, Bea, Mars, Ida, you, Pats, Kyna know more than what she does about what's happening to my life. I don't update her with my life anymore, I don't talk to her as much coz I've got my own friends and she's got her own and for that she feels betrayed by me."

Missy: "can you repeat what you said? laughter"

Kaye: "So what if I betray people?!...like she cares"


and the conversation went on..until we got to another topic. Debate. We debated over the phone and we had topics and I had stupid answers. We debated about 'censorship on gangster rap'. I lost. I had stupid answers. Then we went on to another topic which was something about being gay..I mean metrosexual. I think...yeah. I lost again. SO we had another topic..Death penalty on minors..I was pro and I lost coz I had nothing to say and again another topic. Legalizing prostitution, I was pro...I dunoo if I lost but I think I lost. I chose a topic. BEing bisexual..if its ok. I was pro and I won!!hahahahahahaha:D Then she gave me a topic to talk about for seven minutes. First: How can Kampanerang Kuba contribute to world peace? I made no sense at all so we changed topic. She said the topic but then she used words that I totally don't understand so she made it easier for me.

Topic: Sponge Bob is gay

FOr the first 2 minutes all I said was "Sponge Bob is not gay" in different tones. Then I said, "sponge bob can't be gay coz he doesn't like guys. He's a cartoon...spare him!" long pause of silence to waste time. "seven minutes na ba?" "five minutes na" Then I said more non sense stuff and Missy just laughed. I can never make it into forensics..sure I can talk non stop but to talk non stop with sense is hard and I can't do that.

I went blog hopping yesterday. I went to my friends blog then I went to Raina's blog then I went to this fourth year girl's blog and she was talking about this concert. I wanna go..good bands are there. Then I went to Deneice's blog then I went back..then I ended up in Kats blog..that's so sad.

I used to have a livejournal account but then I deleted it. I don't know how to retrive it. oh well.

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