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Wednesday, September 7, 2005
I haTe ever so muuch
I hate my mom. She makes my life hard-ER I'm sick. I can't breathe properly. I'm anemic. Doesn't seem like it does it?! Anyways..I still have no medicine. I'm dying soon. gawd. I haven't talked to any of my friends that were once so dear to me. Everything just disappeared in just a snap. I regret it being with them. They are hurting me. ouch. I can feel the hatred. The sense of awardness when I'm around them. What have I done?? As far as I know..NOTHING. Do I deserve this. How cynical can they get?? We haven't been minding eachother for such a long time. I haven't been hanging out with them. I am nearing mastering the art of alone-ness and epal-ness. I can't believe that I forced myself to believe that they are my true friends. I was wrong. It's so hard to let go when you weren't even holding on to anything. How could they?? I guess you'll never know unless I tell you.. It's just gonna hurt both of us so nevermind.
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