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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
huwaw
*buntunghininga*This week's been kinda okai :D nothing really shocking :D You might think that I think to mcuh but I have been and even I don't knwo why. :D Seems like I'm drifting away..again..but this time with another person =( Maybe I'm just distancing myself away from her/them. Maybe I just need more time to find myself and where I should place myself. Lately, I always find myself thinking about random thoughts and I end up dwelling on these thoguhts for days..sometimes weeks. Grabeh..huwats happening to me?! Maybe it's a sign of insanity...aah..I get it. Insanity. Maybe one day, all the people I know would just wave at me and say "hi!" not because I'm famous..because I'm insane. But..seriously..I'm not. During one computer period..I decided to sleep while listening to music since I'm done with the activity. When I woke up..I felt alone..right away. I wanted to go back to sleep but I just can't..grr. I'm awake na nga talaga. So..I was bored. I decided to just look around. I saw this group of people. I'm kinda close to them. I was just starring at them and a random thoguht entered my brain..(yes, I do have a brain) oh..they are so lucky that they have friends like their friends now.. and I've been dwelling on that. I envy them. They are so lucky..grabeh :D Kasi I lost friends that were so close to me. sad nga eh. now I'm alone. kahit na I still say "hi" and "hello" to that friend.. I guess our closeness couldn't be like before. We hardly even hang out with each other. She's always with her friends and when I see her with her friends, I go look for other people. hindi naman ako nagpaparinig eh. just saying how I feel. I thought nga na after..we would be back to normal and stuff but then I find it hard to be epal sa kanila kasi parang there's this awkward feeling between us. *sigh* oh life.. My friend just got into a car crash. Good thing he is still alive. Grabeh.. no wonder. I've been texting and making kulit but the reply is always "please pray for (name) coz he is still weak from the accident" kala ko ginugood time lang ako.. it's true pala! hahahaha :D how smart am I?! VERY. XD please pray for him nga pala. His situation is sort of critical. If he dies.. please donate money to me.. kahit na pang starbucks lang..joke :D pero..seryoso..pray for him ha :D Anyways.. we had a rocked concert yesterday. This new band played. Is it Calla or Kala or Cala or Kalla? Basta. They're good :D WHen I heard their band name, the first thought that came into my mind is Callalily!! hott hott band! :D The vocalist is good! Phat is good! :D hahaha:D oh..last friday :D oct 21.. I went to St. Scho for Centenial Rock I dunno what it is for but the bands who played were soo good!! 6cyclemind, Nerveline, Protein Shake, Imago, Sponge Cola, Hiraya and Dicta Liscence.. grabeh. I was supposed to be there alone with my cousin but then.. I saw Billie! yay! I wasn't alone at all. Grabeh. Lesbian capital=st. scho 6cyclemind rocks talaga!! They are just so cool! :D hehehehe:D In their new video "Sandalan", Kean was there! yeah! so hott!:D Anyways.. ther is nothing really that's interesting. Maybe I've just been thinking a lot lately. as in super. :D I haven't been talking to that friend nor texting that friend. I haven't been updated. Nagsasawa na ba ako? Maybe sa sobrang ayokong mawala siya sa akin, I'm distancing myself na. what am I saying? (pare, gutom lang yan..)
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